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four days. 

four days. 

four days. 

school is out, going to my bros graduation, shopping, grad party, another grad party, then leaving. 

FOR ILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLINOIS BABY!

4.2 gpa. i got it! :D 

and now its time foooo fun. 

loves!

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eeek! i havent posted in forever. everything has been so busy... hah 

finals week is coming up for us. we have four days, then OUTTA HERE! 

i went out shopping and junk with friends yesterday after school for my language arts presentation outfit. what we have to do is get a song and change the lyrics to sound like 'the ballad of boo radley' from To Kill a Mockingbird. what me and my friends are doing is the immigrant song by led zeppelin. we're performing in front of the class (eek!) in an 'american idol'-esque way. me and my friend jeannie are going to be singing while michelle, noelle, and gabby are 'judges'. 

me and jeannie are gonna be total hippies. its going to be awesome. 

i bought a white tube dress that goes to my knee, and i painted all over it shit like PEACE! LOVE! and i had huge suns, peace signs, hearts, and hemp leafs on it. then i have joe's huge muthafuckin bum flannel jacket, yellow flowery high heels, a head scarf from india thats really long and is tiedye bright yellow and orange, and a headband that has feathers coming down from it. then im gonna get mini sunglasses that are circular and like.. blue or pink. i'm the drugged hippie in my performance, so im gonna get blood packages andhave my nose start bleeding in the middle of it. :) 

yea. thats a lot of talking. haha but i havent posted in so long that theres so much to sayyyy

we signed yearbooks all last week and this week. the guy that i like signed mine first, and he spent WAY longer on mine than i did on his. then, suddenly, it was like.. we began to talk a lot again. like the good friends we were. it made me really happy. so now, i just need to figure out if he likes me or if he COULD like me. 

its a load o'crap. right now i can' t think about it, cuz my grades are rising like mad and i cant afford to let it slip right at the end. 

i'll prolly end up with a 4.2 gpa!!! rahhh. makes me happy. :) 

see yuh loves

Current Location:
couch
Current Mood:
sick sick
Current Music:
vanessa daou
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today was normal. really..comfy. i emptied out this huge huge bookshelf in my room and replaced it with a really comfy chair. like insanely comfy. 

so my room is gradually getting much cleaner. muccchhh less clutter, and yea. my brother says its getting hippy. he says im turning hippy. bahahah

so people are leaving my house, which is good i guess. im tired beyond belief though... and yea. 

schools out in a week and a half, im soooo excited. 15 days! 

loves

Current Mood:
drained drained
Current Music:
rachmaninoff
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h'okay so. 

goin to therapy again, tough few days, but things will be fine. 

im tired though. today was tiring. but good i think. im gettin over things faster than i used to, which makes me feel good. 

loves

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h'okay so. 

i got waxed the other day. PAIN! oh god, my skin felt like it was crawling yesterday. but it should be okay, the red splotches on my skin are gone, and yea. 


yesterday was interesting.. hah me and sara went to go see pirates around 9 pm, but it was sold out. we happened to find my friend nathan, who was there with some random people. we stayed with him until around 1045 ish... and yea. he's one of those... 'im so sweet and nice to everybody!' people. but hes genuine. hes this skater-ish person and has the most AWESOME hair. haha i think i might like him, but i'm not so sure, cause he's pretty touchy-feely with everyone. once everyone was gone cept for me, sara, and nathan and two of his friends, he sat next to me on the floor to look at the 'stars'. and he put his arm around me a few times, and he did other stuff that was just a lot more forward than most guys. but he does it to everyone. i'm not gonna let myself like him unless something changes my mind *shrugs* 


today is opening night for my show in LA. my song is memorized :) and the show should be perfect. i kinda wish my name would be printed on stuff. right now i'm a filler, who happens to fill in for almost every show. blech. but hey, i get my  own understudy. yeaaaaa. 

discovered Pandora! its amazing. 

loves
Current Location:
bedroom
Current Mood:
hungry hungry
Current Music:
area27
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mmkay. today was a... long day. 

1) late start, first one i actually got to sleep in 
2) colorguard is pretty much over for me. i find myself totally sick of it. (yea!) 
3) my grades are stable. (for once) :) 
4) i think friendships are good. im trying my hardest not to worry.
5) schools almost out
6) schools almost out = i'm almost in illinois :) :) :) :) 

i got shelby's package. it made me suuuuper happy :) and tomorrows her bday! okay so my letters will be way late, and so will the gift. but... still! hahah 

this weekend :
sat: opening night @ LA 
sun: cousin's house, yayyyy. getta see his best friend too ;) 
mon: graves. tons of graves. like 4. blah. 

but this means! everything is coming to an end. a whole new thing is starting. its like a new life. ^_^ 

loves

naomi

ps: lets all be happy together

Current Mood:
okay okay
Current Music:
queen
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okay so. lets think. today has been a very challenging day. 

i had a really bad headache all day... and stuffs. im trying to pay attention as well as possible, but it's  just not possible, cause i dont understand lotsa stuff. i understood chem today, just not math. and now i have a math quiz, so im pissed. and my dad is being an ass about it all. 

i really do need to learn that not everybody thinks about what i say as much as i do. i was telling something to these guys that im  good friends with, and one of them was leaving in the middle of my story cause he had to leave, and he said 'oh thank god, i dont have to listen to naomi anymore' and he was laughing, and i looked at him and he was like 'naomi! im just kidding!' and iono. i get really touchy with stuff like that. but i really need to just let it go, cause he doesnt care, nobody else cares, so why do i need to care?

on another note, i was given another solo for the la phil. 

and on ANOTHER note, i found this song ive been looking for. i heard it in a ballet i saw, and i HAD to find it. its rachmaninoff's elegie, op. 3 nu. 1 or something. its amazing and beautiful, if you want to listen to it, its on my myspace playlist that i jacked from shelby. 

haha i looks like i said jacked off. XD wow. immaturity. 

i love thee! 
Current Location:
couch
Current Mood:
anxious anxious
Current Music:
regina spektor
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BITCH yea. 


i got a perfect score on my chem test, AND i got extra credit cause i was the only one to get one higher than the normal curve. 

what now suckaaaaa. i am gonna get my B now, and i'll have a 4.1 gpa. god. im so happy. haha no more stress with school. 

anyways

shelbs, i have a dance mix for us. its crazy. some real hip hop mixed with some heavy-beat electronica/techno. its awesome with sugah on top. it gets ya in the mood. 

im goin to the Pirates 3 premiere this weekend to meet the stars. i think im going to a prom party afterwords with the guys i like in band and stuffs. actually, i dont think i like anyone much anymore. im trying this whole 'i need to be self sufficient' thing. cause i really need to. 

i love just having fun and not worrying about: 

a) people 
b) stuff thats happened thats bad 
c) stress 


illinois is going to be bomb. and sexy. and amazing. and sexy. 

this time next month i'm going to be packing for the next morning. 

yeaaaaaaaa

loves
Current Mood:
bouncy bouncy
Current Music:
satisfaction, techno? :D
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today was good 

good. blah blah blah. 

i felt content, which is what i've been waiting for. i need to keep this. :) 

so onto stupid stuff... 

i realize that i cherish people's friendships more than i thought. people who i thought annoyed the hell out of me, i miss. hah so yea. its kinda odd. 

and i found out that somebody with potential is competing for the jazz I piano spot. 

im nervous. haha 

loves

Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
bright eyes
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ahg

just so stupid, everything is so stupid

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